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Saturday, January 23, 2010 @ 12:18 AM
hehe....it's been long rite?? well.....i din post in a LONG time cz nw i'm freakin bz....well....kindda....anw....my mom oni gives me 1 hr on9 everydayT^T....1 hr nia?????sadT^T....bt better than last yr la oni everyweek....bt nw gt limit even worse la...=.=....anw....i've been quite satisfied in my class except there's 2 teachers tat are givin me probz.....haiz....even argued.....din hv a choice i guess....she jz DUN MAKE SENSE!!!!i oso din wanna argue bt she was too OVER tis time....i used 2 argue v her a lt last yr bt no 1 shouted at any1 bt tis yr i tried 2 b patient for 18 dayz bt stil beh tahan.....well...tis yr was LOUD lo....bt nth much la.....really FREAKIN mad dat day....anw....hols jz went qb din really go anywhr...bt i had fun i guess...n i went campz n stuff....LOVE tc2 bt sadly last 1 last yrT^T....wish stil hv....anw...hw's every1??i jz gt soo lz 2 update my blog....SRY!!n i kindda hv a prob abt me n my BEST FREN nw.....jz a short note 2 her....i mean...it was meant 2 b shortXP _-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-I'm sry if i annoyed u....i'm sry if u thk dat i oni thk abt me n some1 else oni....bt i thk of u sooooo much u wouldnt noe...cz u dun...bt nvm...rite nw alli wanna do is reply wat u wrote in UR BLOG....i'm NOT being a baby i jz nid some1 2 b by my side n i noe u're nt my mom bt i love u TAT MUCH n i always do TAT cz i love u soooooooooooooooooo much!!bt if u dunwan me 2 do it den fine....i cn hug YEE HUNG oso....bt....it jz dun feel the same nt huggin u cz i used 2 do dat EVERYDAY...n i dun act as if some1 died....it jz feels dat way jz u wont noe my hurt cz u're nt in it i jz wanted u 2 noe cz i treat u as my BEST FREN so i tel u everyth...n i dun always wan th my way...if i did i'm sry i din realize i jz wan th 2 go my way for once n nt b lead out by other ppl n i dun act like a tb i jz dun wan dem 2 thk i'm tat EASY 2 be bullied tats y i had 2 act tat way n it's nt i dun listen 2 ur advice it's jz dat mayb i cant do it or it's jz too hard 4 me cz i may seem strong bt i'm VERY WEAK n i nt ALL ur advice oso din follow....i gt listen 2 some oso n of cz i hv 2 take it serious u wouldnt noe y bt i'm nt u...u may nt take it dat serious bt i'm NOT u so i cant do dat....i hv 2....cz i REALLY love being serious n nt dat i wan b les fren jz dat the way i show i love u makes it look like les....oklo....n nt abt a bt cry it's cz i hv sooo much hurt inside it reminds me n make me cry.....i bet u din noe dat....n u say i dun understand bt u din even share hw 2 understand??n i hv a lt of frenz prob tats y i treasure u tat much...dats y i might go over bt its jz cz i love u a lt k??n its nt i wan help u settle its jz dat i cant bear 2 c u dat way dats y i do it n i noe u aint a sissy....u are way stronger than me cz w/o u u cn c me BREAK DOWN....n i dun wanna butt in ur biz...jz dat i lt u butt in mine so i tot i could....sry lo....i din noe the sistem doesnt work dat way n nt i wan butt in jz dat u're my best fren i oso wan noe EVERYTH abt u ma....n nt i wan disturb u jz dat i miz u n no time talk bt i oso try nt 2...it's jz hard n different nw....u cant expect me 2 gt used 2 it overnite rite???gv me time....n yea...ppl dun understand me....bt nt i dun understand u....jz dat u dun tel me anyth hw would i understand if u dun say??n i do....i thk abt sooooo many ppl either than me n some1.....of cz i thk abt u as much oso jz dat u dunno dat.....sadly....n u thk i selfish jz cz of dat??nt....its jz u urself dun share den wat 2 talk???i ma say abt me lo....if u dunwan me jz talk abt me den u oso talk la....if nt den dun judge me.... U NOE HU U R OSO_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_- so yea....u cn ignore the th above unless u're dat person...IM SURE u noe hu u r....so anw....i'm better last yr i guess....sry if i din update my blog n no guarantees when i'll update againXP....sryXP Love, Jess. |
